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[Apr. 15th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
Who's getting 3500 from income taxes? ME!!!!
Woop i already got my federal check. 2600 <333 |
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[Mar. 21st, 2008|02:01 am] |
I'm excited to see rocket summer next month.
I've paid off two credit cards already!
Oober stoked for Jen's wedding.
Paid for my season pass for Six flags :D
Saw Horton Hears A Who and thought it was incredibly good.
Hopefully seeing Spring Awakening again next month with silly!
Can't wait for spring so I can walk outside without a jacket.
My car smells like peachy peach XD
I bought Love, Caution for my TiVo the other night. It was actually really good. Everyone talked about how crazy the sex scenes were and such but I thought there was so much more to the movie. Hong Kong looked stunning and the actors were just top notch. Hopefully getting the spoiler put on my car this month if I ever get the chance to call the dealership up. I miss my snake bites. Ha, my lips have been pierced 3 times on each side. I think sometime next month I'll actually get my tats on my wrist. That be pretty sick.
I'm glad I'm not a hermit crab anymore. I used to sit inside and watch tv so much before. Especially if nobody called me and such. I guess I just go out of my way to make myself go out and hang out with peeps. Well at least for people who don't take me forgranted. I honestly love the people who are around me now and at least feel appreciated. Tired of worrying about those who don't fancy me or use me just for a lending ear. Don't get me wrong, I'll always be there for someone who needs me, but it be nice to have them there when I need them. I guess if anyone wanted to be in my life, I'd do anything to make them wanted, if they returned the favor.
See we still keep talkin' after you're gone.
You still with me then feels so good in my arms.
They say you go blind, maybe it's true.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.
AHHHS! Haha nobody reads my livejournal anymore. It makes me oober sad :( |
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[Feb. 19th, 2008|04:31 pm] |
I really want to see Spring Awakening again :(
And Rent before it goes off broadway! |
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[Feb. 9th, 2008|02:08 am] |
Oh boy, you were quite a year.
I lost a lot of friends this year. Petty drama, liars, being taken advantaged and just plain growing apart. Thinking about it makes me quite upset, but I guess it's all for the best. I guess we can't just live in a world where everything fits and works together. On the up side I've had the chance to create plenty of new friendships which are wonderful.
I look back at my old entries and I realize how much I've changed. I've got to admit, I wasn't the greatest friend or the most understanding person ever. I made plenty of wrong decisions and didn't fully appreciate people who took the time and effort to be there for me. I was scared of impressing and losing myself in the face of others. Maybe all those flaws are still built into who I am, but I work one day at a time to try to better myself. One thing I've never let myself do is regret anything I've done or been through in my life. I've learned so much from everything and everyone that it's helped me change myself for the better.
I bought my own car, and have my own insurance. Just makes me feel like I'm finally an adult. I guess the only step left is to move out. I'm actually close to that then I think. After a few more months of paying off my car, I'll embark on that adventure.
I'm also pretty stoked to go skydiving this spring. I've heard from so many people how it's an "out of body experience." This summer should also be pretty exciting with my multiple trips to six flags. Also going to Disney World and VA should be a blast!! Hopefully I make it out to Cali to visit Michele. Ha, it be nice to return the favor since she's been out here once.
I had more to write, but I'm drawing blanks. It is 230 in the morning. I'm not even sure anyone will read this since everyone blogs on myspace. But if you do read this, thanks. I love you all and hope the best. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2008|01:59 am] |
Hello Livejournal.
I miss you. I think i'll start writing in here again. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2006|02:58 am] |
OMG work was really good today.
So if you didn't know I got transferred to another store.
I miss Amityville but i'm having tons of fun at the new store.
Apparently they're are two people with HUGE crushes on me which is pretty funny.
And the best news today was opening my check and seeing my bonus for the quarter.
Woot! An extra $250 dollars. Which pays for pretty much all of my new sk3 :D |
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[Oct. 26th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
Woot, I got $40 for installing a home network at Ashely's house.
Her mom totally hit on me :p
Life isn't too shabby :D |
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[Oct. 26th, 2006|02:06 am] |
Ha, it's pretty crazy how most of my english class got a 'D' on their paper :/
And all we talked about was how many different types of condoms there are out there XD |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2006|01:15 pm] |
Ha, I had to rush to english in my uniform after work.
One of the girls in my group said I looked oober cute :D
Then I got my quiz back and got a 90!
It was def a good day XD |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|05:36 pm] |
So I got a 92.5 on my Comp sci test.
I also got a 95 on my english quiz :D
I'm suppa happy i'm actually back in school.
And working AMAZINGLY hard to do well <33 |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|07:35 pm] |
The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing
But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb
But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything
The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
You ought to give me wedding rings |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|01:33 am] |
"You once told me to fight for you and I did. But you never faught for me. Maybe I wasn't the right guy for you."
"She's all yours"
Believe there is hope.
Believe there is more.
Anytime you're down you'll find faith. Faith in friends, family, and the ones you love.
You're sometimes left in the crap life throws at you, but it's how you overcome it which lets you know your strong.
Look around you, there are plenty of people enduring pain and suffering that overwhelms them. It's in my nature to help them through it.
I'd like to believe that good things happen to good people.
Maybe it does, just not in the way we'd like it to happen.
I think good people go through a lot of trash, to arrive at something amazing.
I'll sit and smile at people's happiness.
Jealous a bit, but happy.
Even if it pains me cause I know that if they're going through it, it quite possibly could happen to me.
I've come to realize life's to short to whine and complain.
To wonder about "What if's" and "Maybe's."
I just want to focus on now and the future.
People are people, and we obviously cannot change anyone, unless they want to.
I'll always forgive but never forget.
I'm lost, and stumbling around in circles.
I know i'll go through this circle of unfortunate events over and over.
It's the one who will knock me down.
Blindside me.
Who will make me happy.
Someone who's unexpected and helps me see there's a whole other side of life.
Who will appriciate love, and our hearts.
I've just got to believe.
I've just got to hope :D |
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[Oct. 11th, 2006|08:26 pm] |
Wheww I feel so much more relaxed now.
I am still matriculated.
Silly financial aid didn't fully process all my paperwork and I should recieve my awards letter soon :D |
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|11:34 pm] |
I'm SO excited about this week.
It's shaping up to being mucho fun.
Last week at McD.
On sunday i'm bringing in like food and such and just making it mucho chill.
Hopefully takin' much pics and such.
Then at night all the managers and I are going out and partying :D
Sat I belive a bunch of us are going to a Haunted house which i've been waiting for a while!
They're cute cause I couldn't go last week so they're going again this week so I can go :D
I'm excited to see how I did on my two tests and actually handing in my english paper since it was EXTREMELY good.
Really hoping to sort out all my financial aid and credit situation so I can relax.
Buy some shirts and sweaters from Hollister, maybe A&F?
I'm sure there's A LOT more but i'm just too lost to remember any of it.
Things are going good, and I have to give thanks to the people who actually care and are in my life :D
Oh, and Matt, if you read this, I hear High Fidelity is a HIT :D
Make sure you bring it to NY so I can see ya in action!! |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|01:25 am] |
At lunch Ashley and I went on a shoppin' spree :D
I picked up jeans at Hollister that had no price tag.
The spiffy guy at the counter scanned jeans that were 20 cheaper then the pair I bought.
It perdy much made my day! |
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[Oct. 5th, 2006|02:18 am] |
Ha so before my english class today I wrote a 3 page paper in one hour.
Apparently, it was a hit and both of the girls in my group thought if so skillfully written.
Idk it made me feel smart.
Godd, I <333 College :D |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|10:08 am] |
I shouldn't be intimidated.
People are people.
Yay gotta love being brave! :D |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|10:35 pm] |
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It's yours to claim it all! |
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[Oct. 1st, 2006|12:51 am] |
Wow this subject came up several times this week.
It could be something as small as trusting someone to take out the dog for a walk.
Or as big as surgery on your family member.
Whatever it is, there's this emotion, this bond that you have to undertake many times in your life.
However, you'll find that people end up abusing, take advantage, or fall through with it.
I don't know, I just feel incredibly hurt, that for the obvious reason, but for the underlying reason that someone close lied to me.
Maybe that person doesn't agree, but the person did.
Venting...
I just was always there. You know? Not just when things were an item, but even when there were at a distance. Even though it wasn't returned, I just assumed that if I had come through any unforseen horrible situation that person would be there. I just feel so betrayed, i'm left speechless. I'm done with it all. Yes, I said I needed space, but I just thought you'd have the respect to come up to me and approach me with any new things that would come up. But maybe I assumed to much. I feel like was used to pep up all emotional sadness then tossed to the side. Not just recently, but continuously. Why'd I stay around? Well cause I actually cared about her wellbeing. I can't even sort my ideas/emotions out. I'm SOOOO IRATE it's unbelivable. I'm just finished with trying. I'm 20, i'm grown up, and ready for taking on something real. Not something full of laughs and jokes. I want someone who I know will be laughing when things are good but also bearing through the muck when things are rough. I honestly don't deserve this. I hate liars. I'm done.
Bah.
ANYWHOOO.. tonight was a blast.
Science of sleep was weird but good. I love the fact it was in partly French so I spent most of the movie trying not to read the subtitles and learn it off translation. It was SOO good to see Emily again. Like we usually never get to talk and such and it was nice to catch up and see how her life is. <33 her. Gave Jon his cd and now he can learn all of my best friends songs :D |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|08:06 pm] |
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haha maybe I was wrong :P |
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